yes yes yes.... i completed my 2 weeks of no book out and 6 weeks of training in sispec.. now i'm enjoying the 1 week deserved break from my tough training... When i go back during the 7th week, we will head straight for EX GRANDSLAM, which is a outfield exercise for our commanders to grade our skills based on we learnt in sispec.
During the two no bookout week,i almost have to put on camo for everyday as we went for section movement everyday.... Everyday is dirty and tiring... but we managed to pull ourself through... Perhaps i am tired of chionging... i feel that now i'm too slack liao.... Last time when the sgts asked for voluteer, i will straight away and voluteer for the job... but now,i never do that anymore... i dun know y... maybe it is useless to be so helpful when they dun appreciate yr effort...
Previously in sispec, some people will cross over to ocs in the 6th week.. It is sad that now the system had changed.. otherwise it will be good to see some of my platoonmates becoming officer cadets.. but now it dun happen anymore.. i dun even think that there is such thing as crossover anymore... haha... i shall see...
My BSLC is coming to an end... i will soon be recieving yet another posting order soon... actually hoped that i will be posted to ASLC.. coz i am thinking of becoming a bmtc instructor or even a guards sect com.. anyway, i will not think much now.. i shall leave all the decision to them.... i dun care so much now!!!!!!!!! i juz want to be a HAPPY GO LUCKY GUY!!!!! :P
10:43 PM
i kanna the appointment for 4 days!! Leader platoon sergeant as known as LPS is something like ic in bmtc la... except that in sispec it is more stressful... you are suppose to lead the platoon like a junior commander and your sergeants will expect u to do everything... i'm so shock that i tio the appointment and i'm not abit ready for it... therefore i think i screw up the show on the 1st 2 days ba... keep kanna fuck by one of the CDI... who is those kind of sergeant that will fuck u for the smallest mistake u made...
however for the next two days... i think i did a better job because i get used to the position already... u will have to shout at sometimes to get ppl moving and get the things done...
This week we have our matador and M203 live firing... nothing much... but i was choosen to set up the claymore mine for my platoon coz i got full marks for my claymore mine test... hahaha... hope i can continue to perform better and better in sispec!!!!
11:31 AM
well... finished my 2nd week at sispec.... this week was a hectic one... at the begining of the week,we were taught and tested on how to operate various kind of signal sets and a new kind of weapon called the SAW(section automatic weapon)..
SAW
we need to strip the weapon in 45 sec and assemble it back in 60 sec.. at first i was unable to do it within the timing... but mirclely after some practise i could do within the timing during my test.. haha... happy like wat... coz i am the only one in my section to clear the assembling in one try... hope can get good marks!!! :)
Then we have endless PTs, Runs,Combat PTs and SOC here in sispec... Our platoon got one very "on" sgt who nv fails to ask us take off our top and do chin up and push up regime before lunch and dinner if he is the duty instructor.Sian is one thing but i will not complain as the sgt will do the chin ups and push ups together with us... this is wat we mean by "LEAD BY EXAMPLE"
i found out a strange fact... when i dun have all those tough training... i find that i can perform better in my physical aspect... i think thats because we have not enough time to regain our strength ba? anyway... 2 more hrs before booking in... argh!!!:(
Veri sian now... dun know whether i still wanna chiong for ocs anot... i feel that i'm not ready for challenges... my body,my soul,my heart... i'm really confused now... i think i dun have any officer's blood in me... i think i only can be a sgt lei... i think i cannot make it.... i too shag cannot think anymore.... ... ... .. next week then say ba..... :P
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