i will nv think of going the place where i am now.... i being posted to air force after my bslc!!! wow kao.... how did this happened sia... This means that i am not longer under SAF.. but instead RSAF...
What a great change... i'm now known as a AIR DEFENSE WEAPON SPECIALIST... i will go through 9 weeks of training in air force school and get my Rsaf 3sgt rank... and i may not have any combat allowance!!!! i may get onli $660!!! NO!!!!!!


Y!!!!!!!!!! y did the hell they want to send me to rsaf?? y i always nv get wat i want during my ns?? i wanted ocs,i wanted aslc... but in the end i always nv get wat i want.... i juz want to be a simple army boi... y they made life so diffcult for me?? :(


The environment in AFS is great... much better than sispec in tekong... u feel like u are back in poly... but i juz dun like wat i am doing now.. i wanted to chiong sua one... lead ppl to battle... i one of those garang and piang soldier lei... y send me to those vocation whereby ppl who are slackers wanted it so badly??? my hopes of becoming a nice bmtc instructor have vanished... i dislike having to wear the RSAF NO 3 uniform veri often... i dislike being sent to a place where i am alone and have to befriend ppl from start all over again... i hate my life now... :'( i began to miss infantry life... life in sispec...

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